Friendship and love and expectations and heartbreak....

This heart longs for love.
Little by little it bleeds.
In waiting for "the one"
Faithful melodies it sings.

Huge love it begets..
From family, friends, so lovely.
But still it yearns for Her,
Her loving her inspiring eyes.

I guess the heart is never free.
Coz it doubts the love of all.
It wants too much of it.
Expects it to come from one and all.

And when that one special friend.
Comes along to love you.
Your heart clings on.
Clings onto them too hard.

This heart will want to know
All your dreams and hopes.
So you think in yourself...
You forget its only human.

I guess that is why it hurts.
So much when she says.
"I have to go, talk to u later".
Even when it knows...

She is not mine to own.....
She is not mine to own...

I just watched the part of walk to remember where he makes her stand at "two places at once" and tatoos the butterfly on her shoulder. .....love......it eludes me.



i have a friend i love....
i told her that i did...
i dont know if i should have....
she might take it wrong.

love, this thing eludes me....
why is it so different...
to all people who care to think
why is it so strange...

what is the difference i think
in love of lovers and of friends...
why does one have to clarify....
"i love you"......(as a friend)

it makes the meaning of the word
sound suspicious and insane.
it makes it sound low and ugly...
when it actually is so pure.

so i told her today....
"i love you" ...that is all...
i hope she understood it
for what it really stands...


i am no wise man.....i am only a crazy lover.... :)